I argued with my mom on the phone again. To be honest. I don't want to upset mom. It's been more than six months since I left home. All these years, I didn't let my mother worry less. But what can I do?
Over the years, I have always been running all over the world. And rarely by my mother's side, even if, occasionally back home. I rarely talk to my mother. Because, Mom is always the most concerned about, or, my personal problems. More than seven years have passed since September 29, 1999. I know, Mom has been the most worried about this thing. Mom always talked about it. I tend to look around and talk about it. Maybe, I have no choice. Three brothers, I as the eldest son, even the youngest third brother's children can already run around. And me? Remember, my mother once said with a helpless tone: "My child, you are not small." It's time to find someone to marry, if you like, even if she is lame, blind, or whatever, if you really like, if she really loves you, you can get married and settle down……" When I heard my mother say those words. I felt my eyes suddenly fill with a hot liquid. But I didn't let it run wild. I dare not cry in front of my mother. Afraid of mom more sad. I had to tell Mom. I see.
As time goes on, things change. My mother is getting older. And he seems to be nagging more and more. A few days ago, my mother asked me on the phone if I needed to go home for the New Year. He replied, "I won't go back this year." Because I'm busy……" But, who knows, what am I busy with? Later, I heard my third brother tell me that my mother almost shed tears after listening to my words. Yeah, I haven't been back for several Spring Festivals. This year…… I…… How am I supposed to get back? If I go back, when my mother asks about her daughter-in-law again. How should I answer? My brothers have grown up and have their own families. But my mother is getting older. What am I supposed to do? I know that, too. I'm in my thirties. I shouldn't have my mother worrying about me anymore. But, but……
Mother is old, mother is becoming more and more nagging. But what was she for? As a child, what have I given my mother? It's been more than a year since my father left. What did she get for being the mother who raised our three brothers? Who am I to be mad at her?
I won't go home for Spring Festival this year. Mom. I do not want, or rather, I am afraid to see your sad eyes and worried eyes. As your son, I think, in the next year. Perhaps, I will bring you a little surprise!! I will also work hard for this goal!!
1, we have an old saying, home has parents do not travel;
2, you do not have a family freedom is not a reason, you should tell the mother, let her practical, can not be stretched;
My life is just not normal, when there are difficulties, I will appropriately disclose some to my mother, my mother always tells me: "Mom trusts you, you make any decision, think about it, mom supports you!"
Trust your mother. You should talk to her, talk to her…
If you know your mother's heart, don't you know what she wants? Since God knows what you are busy, but also to busy as an excuse not to go back to the New Year, yes, the mother is nagging, but why she nagging, for you, a few words of nagging can let you have cut off her looking forward to seeing you? The old man's day may be a year, the white-haired old man looks at the road of the return of the wanderer every day for several years, the only hope is not to see their children once a year?